Corpus Christi

None of my boys know how to cope with this shit We was on tour in Europe, I tried coke with this kid See, I need anything that make me feel less lonely I get called a snake, a liar, a faggot, and a phony Sometimes I feel like all I'm gon' have is my money And my day one homies just gon' be left with their money And I'll stare at the skies until they start to fade away Me and my cousin would play ball all day tryin' to perfect that fadeaway All our childhood dreams found a way to fade away Tyler Perry movies, dawg, and Michael Jackson videos My aunt Becky passed on my pride, won't let me call I've been a bad nephew, son, boyfriend, whatever they call it I just hope when it's my turn to not see tomorrow Y'all can forgive me for any pain that I ever seemed to cause you If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday Then boy you gotta let me go then If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday Then boy you gotta let me go then I wonder if Ameer think about me, or what he think about me See when I think about me, I barely think about me I think about the people that surround me, and how I let 'em down I'm doin' that right now by even fuckin' talkin' 'bout this I'm sorry Dom, I probably shouldn't be puttin' all our problems on the front lawn Like that scene in Blow when George's mom called the feds 'cause it was hurtin' her rep At what point do I do it for myself, instead of thinkin' 'bout the set? I helped niggas get deals, I help niggas get healed But I still feel like niggas wanna see me killed Prolly 'cause my brother thought I was tryin' to see him killed My sister be on Instagram tryin' to air me out All because I won't give my niece a fuckin' shout out If I ain't have Kelly I probably would've stayed in Hawaii My boyfriend, more than an angel, it's a miracle he stuck by me If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday Then boy you gotta let me go then If you wake up feelin' more lonely than you felt yesterday Then boy you gotta let me go then By me, by me, by me, by me