Can't do this anymore

I know you said we shouldn’t speak or whatever But um, I don’t know if this is hurting you as much as its hurting me but I can’t sleep, and I can’t focus or anything And I don’t know you if you even care but I just need you to tell me if this is over or not Because I’m missing you I’m missing fucking everything about you and I wish you’d just answer the phone, instead of me having to leave these fucking voicemails So please just text me or something because I can’t, I can’t do this anymore I can’t do this anymore