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[Verse 1] If I killed myself today would you miss me "Dry your eyes babe" she insists me But there's no other way I can get it out If I wasn't here would you diss me I'll be up in heaven with a whiskey Trying not to care when I'm looking down [Chorus] I'm in the mood I'm in a hole And I'm thinking about you While the walls keep spinning I hope that you know I'm still in love I'm praying that I make through the day On my own Break break down I won't stay down Put my gate down Only way out I don't have no money, I ain't saving I won't stay down, I ain't playing [Verse 2] I never meant to hurt you in the worst way Like all the times that I forgot your birthday I see you're doing well so I won't interrupt I'm homeless All night long I feel the process kick How the hell am I supposed to process this [Chorus] I'm in the mood I'm in a hole I'm thinking about you While the walls keep spinning I hope that you know I'm still in love I'm praying that I make through the day On my own Break break down I won't stay down Put my gate down Only way out I don't have no money, I ain't saving I won't stay down, I ain't playing Break break down I won't stay down Put my gate down Only way out I don't have no money, I ain't saving I won't stay down, I ain't playing