Depression

(Calling for me, calling for me) Calling for me always at 5am I'm not faded I'm going back again I know how it feels These walls that last forever Good gone bad obsession Say hello to your depression I've got everything and yet I feel like I'm better dead How can I forget that I'm so terrified? Take you to the avenue This is what I had to Lock myself away, just to stay alive You'll find out eventually We were never meant to be I got too much shit inside my head to have you next to me I ain't gonna call you back (no) If you hear me overdosing on the phone You'll probably have a fucking heart attack And it hurts just like hell But it's heaven without you Yeah, it hurts like hell! Calling for me always at 5am I'm not faded I'm going back again I know how it feels These walls that last forever Good gone bad obsession Say hello to your depression Oh, I don't need nobody I need myself not somebody who drags me Down, down, down, down, down Oh, I know I got issues Blowing in a bloody tissues I'm coming down, down, down, down, now (You know you got options?) (You got fucking options) And it hurts like hell But it's heaven without you (You know you got options?) (You got fucking options) Yeah, it hurts like hell! Yay, yay, yay, yay, yay All that I'm made for Is teenage excuses I can't get used to it I can't get used to this! All that I'm made for Is teenage excuses I can't get used to it I can't get used to this! Been a year since I remember feeling anything I bet that you've got what I came to lose, my brother Since I got here to this place I've been screwing up my face a lot My apologies if I stutter Bastards in a backroom Took 'em out 'cause I had to In the night, I get too attached to my attitude Took a last laugh at the mirror in the bathroom All my team staring, right I did what I had to All that I'm made for Is teenage excuses I can't get used to it I can't get used to this All that I'm made for Is teenage excuses I can't get used to it I can't get used to this! Can we get high? (High, high, high, high, high, high) Yeah Can we get high? (High, high, high, high, high, high) Standing out on your street I'm still looking for you In the place where we meet I'm in paranoia (paranoia, paranoia) And time goes by quicker when I'm not there with you I get high to fill the void up I got past people holding me back I can tell, you've been abused because I've been through all of that I was just thinking we could get out of the city tonight Live for the moment, yeah, yeah (yeah, yeah) I guess that it's okay if you don't need me now 'Cause girl, it's five in the morning I was just calling to see if you're still awake If so, we could go out and go look at the stars And just be happy for once (be happy for once) Well, it's been like this for twenty years People come and go, so I'm not staying here I know that you love me, and that love is true And it kills me after all the things you've been through (you've been through) I guess this is my last call to you (call to you, call to you) Will you remember me as just that time at twenty-two Or will you think about me every night until you die On your mind, on your mind? Can we get high? (High, high, ooh, ooh, ooh) Yeah Can we get high? (Ooh, ooh, ooh) Can we get high? (Ooh, ooh, ooh) Yeah Can we get high? (Ooh, ooh, ooh) Can we get high? (High, high, high, high, high, high) Can we get high? (High, high, high, high, high, high)