Depression

(Calling for me, calling for me)

Calling for me always at 5am
I'm not faded
I'm going back again
I know how it feels
These walls that last forever
Good gone bad obsession
Say hello to your depression

I've got everything and yet
I feel like I'm better dead
How can I forget that I'm so terrified?
Take you to the avenue
This is what I had to
Lock myself away, just to stay alive
You'll find out eventually

We were never meant to be
I got too much shit inside my head to have you next to me
I ain't gonna call you back (no)
If you hear me overdosing on the phone
You'll probably have a fucking heart attack

And it hurts just like hell
But it's heaven without you
Yeah, it hurts like hell!

Calling for me always at 5am
I'm not faded
I'm going back again
I know how it feels
These walls that last forever
Good gone bad obsession
Say hello to your depression

Oh, I don't need nobody
I need myself not somebody who drags me
Down, down, down, down, down

Oh, I know I got issues
Blowing in a bloody tissues
I'm coming down, down, down, down, now

(You know you got options?)
(You got fucking options)

And it hurts like hell
But it's heaven without you
(You know you got options?)
(You got fucking options)
Yeah, it hurts like hell!

Yay, yay, yay, yay, yay

All that I'm made for
Is teenage excuses
I can't get used to it
I can't get used to this!

All that I'm made for
Is teenage excuses
I can't get used to it
I can't get used to this!

Been a year since I remember feeling anything
I bet that you've got what I came to lose, my brother
Since I got here to this place
I've been screwing up my face a lot
My apologies if I stutter

Bastards in a backroom
Took 'em out 'cause I had to
In the night, I get too attached to my attitude
Took a last laugh at the mirror in the bathroom
All my team staring, right I did what I had to

All that I'm made for
Is teenage excuses
I can't get used to it
I can't get used to this

All that I'm made for
Is teenage excuses
I can't get used to it
I can't get used to this!

Can we get high? (High, high, high, high, high, high)
Yeah
Can we get high? (High, high, high, high, high, high)

Standing out on your street
I'm still looking for you
In the place where we meet
I'm in paranoia (paranoia, paranoia)
And time goes by quicker when I'm not there with you
I get high to fill the void up

I got past people holding me back
I can tell, you've been abused because I've been through all of that
I was just thinking we could get out of the city tonight
Live for the moment, yeah, yeah (yeah, yeah)

I guess that it's okay if you don't need me now
'Cause girl, it's five in the morning
I was just calling to see if you're still awake
If so, we could go out and go look at the stars
And just be happy for once (be happy for once)

Well, it's been like this for twenty years
People come and go, so I'm not staying here
I know that you love me, and that love is true
And it kills me after all the things you've been through (you've been through)

I guess this is my last call to you (call to you, call to you)
Will you remember me as just that time at twenty-two
Or will you think about me every night until you die
On your mind, on your mind?

Can we get high? (High, high, ooh, ooh, ooh)
Yeah
Can we get high? (Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Can we get high? (Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Yeah
Can we get high? (Ooh, ooh, ooh)
Can we get high? (High, high, high, high, high, high)
Can we get high? (High, high, high, high, high, high)