Trapped in the Grasp of a Memory

Life still happens when I close my eyes How dare it leave me behind The pressure has run its course I don't think I can take this The pressure has run its course I don't think I can take this anymore I plucked the pedals from all my roses Leaving a pile of stems I drain the beauty that's left in this world Leaving myself condemned All the trees now look the same Leaves fall and expose the frame I am trapped in the grasp Of a memory It crawls like water Through the veins of the weak Memory Kept awake by the grinding of teeth Trapped in the grasp of a memory Peel back the skin Everything dissolves inside I cannot adjust Alone in a room full of eyes Nothing's built to last through this weather I try so hard and nothing works Put me back together Resurrect Put me back together Resurrect Put me back together Fuck Thorn in my side Life still happens when I close my eyes How dare it leave me behind