Head First

[Verse 1] Swear I'm doing better Yeah, I'm cleaning up this time Started getting it together Telling everyone I'm fine [Pre-Chorus] But there's a part of me that doesn't wanna change, keep chasing highs And the part of me that doesn't learn keeps burning second tries [Chorus] I don't wanna live like this again Always tell myself that it's the end Always gonna fall right back to it So if I'm going down, then I'm going down, yeah Always be the one I'm gonna blame Never look at myself face to facе I feel like I'm dancing on my grave So if I'm going down, then I'm going down I'm going hеad first [Post-Chorus] If I'm going down, I'm going head first [Verse 2] I'm never getting it together Yeah, I love it when it hurts And I'm only feeling better Yeah, when I just let it burn [Pre-Chorus] There's a part of me that doesn't wanna change, keep chasing highs And the part of me that doesn't learn keeps burning second tries [Chorus] I don't wanna live like this again Always tell myself that it's the end Always gonna fall right back to it So if I'm going down, then I'm going down, yeah Always be the one I'm gonna blame Never look at myself face to face I feel like I'm dancing on my grave So if I'm going down, then I'm going down I'm going head first [Post-Chorus] If I'm going down, I'm going head first [Bridge] And I push it away, chasing runaways Make another bad mistake 'cause I'm feeling lonely I'll push it away to another day Feel like I don't know me [Chorus] I don't wanna live like this again Always tell myself that it's the end Always gonna fall right back to it So if I'm going down, then I'm going down, yeah Always be the one I'm gonna blame Never look at myself face to face I feel like I'm dancing on my grave So if I'm going down, then I'm going down I'm going head first [Outro] If I'm going down, I'm going head first