Head First

[Verse 1]

Swear I'm doing better

Yeah, I'm cleaning up this time

Started getting it together

Telling everyone I'm fine

[Pre-Chorus]

But there's a part of me that doesn't wanna change, keep chasing highs

And the part of me that doesn't learn keeps burning second tries

[Chorus]

I don't wanna live like this again

Always tell myself that it's the end

Always gonna fall right back to it

So if I'm going down, then I'm going down, yeah

Always be the one I'm gonna blame

Never look at myself face to facе

I feel like I'm dancing on my grave

So if I'm going down, then I'm going down

I'm going hеad first

[Post-Chorus]

If I'm going down, I'm going head first

[Verse 2]

I'm never getting it together

Yeah, I love it when it hurts

And I'm only feeling better

Yeah, when I just let it burn

[Pre-Chorus]

There's a part of me that doesn't wanna change, keep chasing highs

And the part of me that doesn't learn keeps burning second tries

[Chorus]

I don't wanna live like this again

Always tell myself that it's the end

Always gonna fall right back to it

So if I'm going down, then I'm going down, yeah

Always be the one I'm gonna blame

Never look at myself face to face

I feel like I'm dancing on my grave

So if I'm going down, then I'm going down

I'm going head first

[Post-Chorus]

If I'm going down, I'm going head first

[Bridge]

And I push it away, chasing runaways

Make another bad mistake 'cause I'm feeling lonely

I'll push it away to another day

Feel like I don't know me

[Chorus]

I don't wanna live like this again

Always tell myself that it's the end

Always gonna fall right back to it

So if I'm going down, then I'm going down, yeah

Always be the one I'm gonna blame

Never look at myself face to face

I feel like I'm dancing on my grave

So if I'm going down, then I'm going down

I'm going head first

[Outro]

If I'm going down, I'm going head first