Stateside

I watched the bonds we made give way on your front porch that May You begged me to go, but I think that I should stay I wanna know how much you hate me Before I go across the country, before I go across the country So act like you never cared about a spark that wasn't there But don't forget how hard you tried to let me down But I wouldn't break free I never wanted to be the weight that you buried I'm stuck stateside with you in my head I couldn't even get away to New England So next time that you're on your kitchen floor Remember me and what we used to be And how I couldn't care less anymore So act like you never cared about a spark that wasn't there But don't forget how hard you tried to let me down But I wouldn't break free I never wanted to be the weight that you buried I'll hold on to everything you've tried to take 'Cause I'm gone, I'm the smile you couldn't fake I'll hold on to everything you've tried to take 'Cause I'm gone, I'm the smile you couldn't fake Maybe I'll end up back in your bed Or in a makeshift one in the back of my van I've learned to not rule out anything when it comes to you and me, except for consistency And half of what mattered then won't matter anymore And at that time I'll be in another state, on another floor In another state, on another floor