Afraid Of

Verse One Satin soft syables. I'd love You to teach me. Pull Me from the soil. Tend to  All my petals. Tenderness And Tender Grass. I'm patient For once I am calm. For once I Am home. Deep inside your Womb is where you placed me Deep inside your mental I Am chasing. Seconds I have Wasted. Hunting, venturing  Through thorns. Taking  On their scars. Skin falling  Of my bones. I was wasted Again I was blaming you for them.  Again and again.  I was blaming you for them.  Again and again.  I was blaming you for them.  Again and again.  Marti (Chorus) Falling hard I fall, I’ve been down that road I bare all my scars, I undress my soul Underneath my skin. Underneath my bones It’s all for you What are you so afraid of? What are you so afraid of? Weary and battered Who are you so afraid of? Scarred and scattered Who are you so afraid of? What are you so afraid of? What are you so afraid of? (Bridge) Kojey Baptise my soul with you You again. Once lost Now I feel whole again. I Found a reason to Repair. Tell Them I'm coming  Home Baptise my soul with you You again. Once lost Now I feel whole again. I Found a reason to Repent. Tell Them I'm coming  Home.  Verse 2 I need you to teach me.  I want to be calm I want to be more than man Who relies on his strength  'cause he can. Doubling Standards, Doubling the  Stakes. I'll be damned If don't. I'll be damned If I do. Make a bet.  We can choose Accumulate all the  Things we have to lose.  I think i'm all in.  Again. And again I was blaming you for them Again and again and again I was running from the truth Again and again and again Again and again and again Marti (Chorus) Falling hard I fall, I’ve been down that road I bare all my scars, I undress my soul Underneath my skin. Underneath my bones It’s all for you What are you so afraid of? What are you so afraid of? Weary and battered Who are you so afraid of? Scarred and scattered Who are you so afraid of? What are you so afraid of? What are you so afraid of? I look upon your presence for protection I'm home. At least you told me. At least I was told. My kinds words choke me.  I froze. When you needed the most I was empty. A shadow of the man  I pretended. Moses parted seas I was trying to burn the bush So my niggas didn't hang from The trees. Who am I? Ammi Got me feeling neglected. I  Look upon your presence For direction. I was on The road, going to show To show to show everything I said. I meant it Another lost soul looking For a death wish.  Again.  I blame you for them Again