Afraid Of

Verse One

Satin soft syables. I'd love

You to teach me. Pull

Me from the soil. Tend to 

All my petals. Tenderness

And Tender Grass. I'm patient

For once I am calm. For once I

Am home. Deep inside your

Womb is where you placed me

Deep inside your mental I

Am chasing. Seconds I have

Wasted. Hunting, venturing 

Through thorns. Taking 

On their scars. Skin falling 

Of my bones. I was wasted

Again

I was blaming you for them. 

Again and again. 

I was blaming you for them. 

Again and again. 

I was blaming you for them. 

Again and again. 

Marti (Chorus)

Falling hard I fall, I’ve been down that road

I bare all my scars, I undress my soul

Underneath my skin. Underneath my bones

It’s all for you

What are you so afraid of?

What are you so afraid of?

Weary and battered

Who are you so afraid of?

Scarred and scattered

Who are you so afraid of?

What are you so afraid of?

What are you so afraid of?

(Bridge) Kojey

Baptise my soul with you

You again. Once lost

Now I feel whole again. I

Found a reason to

Repair. Tell

Them I'm coming 

Home

Baptise my soul with you

You again. Once lost

Now I feel whole again. I

Found a reason to

Repent. Tell

Them I'm coming 

Home. 

Verse 2

I need you to teach me. 

I want to be calm

I want to be more than man

Who relies on his strength 

'cause he can. Doubling

Standards, Doubling the 

Stakes. I'll be damned

If don't. I'll be damned

If I do. Make a bet. 

We can choose

Accumulate all the 

Things we have to lose. 

I think i'm all in. 

Again. And again

I was blaming you for them

Again and again and again

I was running from the truth

Again and again and again

Again and again and again

Marti (Chorus)

Falling hard I fall, I’ve been down that road

I bare all my scars, I undress my soul

Underneath my skin. Underneath my bones

It’s all for you

What are you so afraid of?

What are you so afraid of?

Weary and battered

Who are you so afraid of?

Scarred and scattered

Who are you so afraid of?

What are you so afraid of?

What are you so afraid of?

I look upon your presence for protection

I'm home. At least you told me. At least

I was told. My kinds words choke me. 

I froze. When you needed the most

I was empty. A shadow of the man 

I pretended. Moses parted seas

I was trying to burn the bush

So my niggas didn't hang from

The trees. Who am I? Ammi

Got me feeling neglected. I 

Look upon your presence

For direction. I was on

The road, going to show

To show to show everything

I said. I meant it

Another lost soul looking

For a death wish. 

Again. 

I blame you for them

Again