Deep Inside

I'm not doing great I feel like I'm dead, not thinking straight Inside my body troubled, full of hate I had to let it out before it's too late Deep inside (it can hide) Feeling so lost and betrayed Why does this happen to me every time? Stuck in this place where I can't escape Screaming and clawing from deep inside Why won't it fade? Outside I had to lie, I'm okay I hope someday I'll stop feeling pain I guess this is the lie I have made Deep inside (it can hide) Feeling so lost and betrayed Why does this happen to me every time? Stuck in this place where I can't escape Screaming and clawing from deep inside What am I doing? I can't believe this I have been hiding, wanting to be less Giving to people, they take from me Always they're bringing drama to me Look Look at me now Now Feeling so lost and betrayed Why does this happen to me every time? Stuck in this place where I can't escape Screaming and clawing from deep inside I can't stand All this fucking pain Please God, just go away Please God, just make them pay