Deep Inside

I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead, not thinking straight
Inside my body troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late
Deep inside (it can hide)
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
Why won't it fade?
Outside I had to lie, I'm okay
I hope someday I'll stop feeling pain
I guess this is the lie I have made
Deep inside (it can hide)
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
What am I doing? I can't believe this
I have been hiding, wanting to be less
Giving to people, they take from me
Always they're bringing drama to me
Look
Look at me now
Now
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time?
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and clawing from deep inside
I can't stand
All this fucking pain
Please God, just go away
Please God, just make them pay