Sean

(Verse 1) Uh Yeah okay Hey, I need a little bit of help cuz I'm feeling lost I don’t really feel the same I've been feeling numb It ain't the same when your friend. He was young, And honestly I’m in pain now, I'm alone You ever feel like the world is against you and for a reason everybody want to test you And you feel like ain't nobody really want you And you feel like everybody is going to hurt you (Verse 2) Honestly I'm alone but it's everyday Thinking about my friend every single day Man I drink And I drink it's been 4 days And I wonder if I'm ever going to be okay Cuz it ain't fun when you drink out the bottle thinking about a dead friend But the only time I open up is when I drink Then it’s hard when it’s like that Cuz I don't drink to escape I don’t like that I only drink cuz I see Sean in that path And I can't really let it go Tryna be a man (Chorus) Cuz when I drink, when I cry then I open up and when I'm sober all I do is keep it bottled up So I drink this And I drink that I don't feel this I don’t feel that I don't feel now I dont feel now I don't feel now I don't feel now (Verse 3) Man I hate when they say he's in a better place Just to help me cope and get me through the day Cuz honestly he ain't want to go like that But obviously he ain't suffer no more like that And honestly he didn't want to get that cancer But obviously we can't choose, that's what I fear So how you telling me he wouldn't want to see me down Man I'm mad cuz the cancer took my brother down I be prayin everyday Cuz I haven't really been the same Man I miss my friend And I don't know what to say I be prayin everyday Cuz I haven't really been the same And I miss my friend Man, I don't know what to say Yeah And I don't know what to say Yeah