Sean

(Verse 1)

Uh

Yeah okay

Hey, I need a little bit of help cuz I'm feeling lost

I don’t really feel the same I've been feeling numb

It ain't the same when your friend. He was young, And honestly I’m in pain now, I'm alone

You ever feel like the world is against you and for a reason everybody want to test you

And you feel like ain't nobody really want you

And you feel like everybody is going to hurt you

(Verse 2)

Honestly I'm alone but it's everyday

Thinking about my friend every single day

Man I drink

And I drink it's been 4 days

And I wonder if I'm ever going to be okay

Cuz it ain't fun when you drink out the bottle thinking about a dead friend

But the only time I open up is when I drink

Then it’s hard when it’s like that

Cuz I don't drink to escape I don’t like that

I only drink cuz I see Sean in that path

And I can't really let it go

Tryna be a man

(Chorus)

Cuz when I drink, when I cry then I open up and when I'm sober all I do is keep it bottled up

So I drink this

And I drink that

I don't feel this

I don’t feel that

I don't feel now

I dont feel now

I don't feel now

I don't feel now

(Verse 3)

Man I hate when they say he's in a better place

Just to help me cope and get me through the day

Cuz honestly he ain't want to go like that

But obviously he ain't suffer no more like that

And honestly he didn't want to get that cancer

But obviously we can't choose, that's what I fear

So how you telling me he wouldn't want to see me down

Man I'm mad cuz the cancer took my brother down

I be prayin everyday

Cuz I haven't really been the same

Man I miss my friend

And I don't know what to say

I be prayin everyday

Cuz I haven't really been the same

And I miss my friend

Man, I don't know what to say

Yeah

And I don't know what to say

Yeah