GOING CRAZY

"GOING CRAZY" I'm going crazy I don't know what I should do I keep dippin' but you stick to me like glue Try to listen but all that keep comin' I'm going crazy, going crazy, going crazy I'm going crazy Look I have boundaries and my momma doesn't like that Avoidant conflict style you fight me I don't fight back She the type of mom to blame her kids for where her life's at I've been holding strong but I been feelin' like I might crack This year the devil got hold of me with a tight grasp Bro came in swinging somebody get me an icepack Battling these demons but I ain't wavin' no white flag Shit went hella left but I'll get back on the right track Usually I don't talk about no shit that feel too personal But I been feeling low again, this shit been feeling terminal Knock me to the floor again, but I'll get back up vertical Ain't nothing that I owe to them, I gotta let go I know we stay in shallows where it safe in the sun If we get too deep it might ruin the fun From a hundred down to none If I give up then they won Has the world gone crazy or am I the only one? Cause I'm going crazy I don't know what I should do I keep dippin' but you stick to me like glue Try to listen but all that keep comin' I'm going crazy, going crazy, going crazy I'm going crazy I tell the truth and my family doesn't like that Broken self concepts turn into mortal combat What they haven't healed my parents handed to me to unpack I guess this the aftermath of pain I've had to unmask I been Turning you up and keeping it light But that music been gettin harder and harder for me to write How am I supposed to feel alive when my sister took her life I know we're built to survive but this shit feel like rolling dice Yeah usually I'm the type to say I'm fine when I'm not No I'm not tryna add to no shit you already got But I'm going through a lot Feel like my head about to pop Got no control of my thoughts I'm overloaded but growing, I know We stay in shallows where it safe in the sun If we get too deep it might ruin the fun From a hundred down to none If I give up then they won Has the world gone crazy or am I the only one? Cause I'm going crazy I don't know what I should do I keep dippin' but you stick to me like glue Try to listen but all that keep comin' I'm going crazy, going crazy, going crazy I'm going crazy (You stick to me like glue)