GOING CRAZY

"GOING CRAZY"

I'm going crazy I don't know what I should do
I keep dippin' but you stick to me like glue
Try to listen but all that keep comin'
I'm going crazy, going crazy, going crazy
I'm going crazy

Look
I have boundaries and my momma doesn't like that
Avoidant conflict style you fight me I don't fight back
She the type of mom to blame her kids for where her life's at
I've been holding strong but I been feelin' like I might crack
This year the devil got hold of me with a tight grasp
Bro came in swinging somebody get me an icepack
Battling these demons but I ain't wavin' no white flag
Shit went hella left but I'll get back on the right track
Usually I don't talk about no shit that feel too personal
But I been feeling low again, this shit been feeling terminal
Knock me to the floor again, but I'll get back up vertical
Ain't nothing that I owe to them, I gotta let go
I know we stay in shallows where it safe in the sun
If we get too deep it might ruin the fun
From a hundred down to none
If I give up then they won
Has the world gone crazy or am I the only one?
Cause

I'm going crazy I don't know what I should do
I keep dippin' but you stick to me like glue
Try to listen but all that keep comin'
I'm going crazy, going crazy, going crazy
I'm going crazy

I tell the truth and my family doesn't like that
Broken self concepts turn into mortal combat
What they haven't healed my parents handed to me to unpack
I guess this the aftermath of pain I've had to unmask
I been
Turning you up and keeping it light
But that music been gettin harder and harder for me to write
How am I supposed to feel alive when my sister took her life
I know we're built to survive but this shit feel like rolling dice
Yeah usually I'm the type to say I'm fine when I'm not
No I'm not tryna add to no shit you already got
But I'm going through a lot
Feel like my head about to pop
Got no control of my thoughts
I'm overloaded but growing, I know
We stay in shallows where it safe in the sun
If we get too deep it might ruin the fun
From a hundred down to none
If I give up then they won
Has the world gone crazy or am I the only one?
Cause

I'm going crazy I don't know what I should do
I keep dippin' but you stick to me like glue
Try to listen but all that keep comin'
I'm going crazy, going crazy, going crazy
I'm going crazy

(You stick to me like glue)