coping mechanisms

[Verse] Overindulge I made a home of the fog And its distractions Strayed a little too far I'm not concerned though Its seems that i should be Nothing feels real So theres less of the hurting [Pre-Chorus] And i won't call it strength I think its Something like momentum Oblivion is how i've Learned to cope With mechanisms [Chorus] Do what i can to try and stay intact Can't call it strength Avoidance at its best I'm aware And impaired Much too tender & bare Matters of which I hadn’t had a clue I won't ask And i refuse The attempts Not cognizant Much too illusive [Verse 2] Its come to a point of Unsustainability All these mеthods ive formed Form a mystery of mе I'm okay for now Til resonation sets in Soon i'm fleeing the war In my mind and apartment [Pre-Chorus] And i won't call it strength I think its Something like momentum Oblivion is how i've Learned to cope With mechanisms [Chorus] Do what i can to try and stay intact Can't call it strength Avoidance at its best I'm aware And impaired Much too tender & bare Matters of which I hadn’t had a clue I won't ask And i refuse The attempts Not cognizant Much too illusive [Outro] And i won't call it strength Its strictly to Subside the symptoms Singular beside myself My one and only victim