coping mechanisms

[Verse]

Overindulge

I made a home of the fog

And its distractions

Strayed a little too far

I'm not concerned though

Its seems that i should be

Nothing feels real

So theres less of the hurting

[Pre-Chorus]

And i won't call it strength

I think its

Something like momentum

Oblivion is how i've

Learned to cope

With mechanisms

[Chorus]

Do what i can to try and stay intact

Can't call it strength

Avoidance at its best

I'm aware

And impaired

Much too tender & bare

Matters of which

I hadn’t had a clue

I won't ask

And i refuse

The attempts

Not cognizant

Much too illusive

[Verse 2]

Its come to a point of

Unsustainability

All these mеthods ive formed

Form a mystery of mе

I'm okay for now

Til resonation sets in

Soon i'm fleeing the war

In my mind and apartment

[Pre-Chorus]

And i won't call it strength

I think its

Something like momentum

Oblivion is how i've

Learned to cope

With mechanisms

[Chorus]

Do what i can to try and stay intact

Can't call it strength

Avoidance at its best

I'm aware

And impaired

Much too tender & bare

Matters of which

I hadn’t had a clue

I won't ask

And i refuse

The attempts

Not cognizant

Much too illusive

[Outro]

And i won't call it strength

Its strictly to

Subside the symptoms

Singular beside myself

My one and only victim