CARMEN

[Intro] My aunts, and other people could see how hurt I was And I didn't want anyone to see To be able to tell that I was hurt So I just tried to be the opposite Tried to. . I didn't care about anything And it worked; people believed that I didn't care [Verse 1] Yo sis, where do I start? I got all this hurt and pain just sitting on my heart 'Cause I remember our childhood days, picturing the scars Try forget so I'm drinking every day and it's ripping me apart So what do I do? I abuse myself It's all my fault, I accuse myself Going insane, gonna lose myself Rewind time, I would choose myself Can't take it Losing a sibling is heartbreaking And I never thought you would not make it Kept the faith and didn't stop praying Till my arms aching And I can't take it no more I'ma just cry more tears And I know that you wasn't all there Flashback to the day you ran away and I didn't see you for years Lost my sister then lost my confidence (Yeah) What's the consequence? Music ain't the same, I feel done with this Nothing matters now, I just want my sis [Chorus] 'Cause you're my sister I really miss ya, always Damn right I need ya Can't wait to see ya, one day 'Cause you're my sister And yeah I miss ya, always (I miss ya) Damn right I need ya Can't wait to see ya, one day [Verse 2] Your funeral was beautiful We were all blacked out with purple, it was suitable And when you found out that you had cancer, didn't know who to call That's why you left it, for like a year or so And that's when I should've been there That's when I should've said don't be scared That's when I should've had you in my prayers And my heart broke when I seen you losing your hair It's so unfair I gotta dry my tears 'Cause the kids lost both parents in 3 years When your husband passed I could tell you was struggling mad But then you tried to move on fast with a guy that was beating you like a man I only got told this when you died He was there when I sat by your side When I had to dry your tears from ur eyes Did no wrong, didn't deserve to die, why? [Chorus] 'Cause you're my sister I really miss ya, always (I miss ya, sis) Damn right I need ya Can't wait to see ya, one day (One day) 'Cause you're my sister And yeah I miss ya, always (Yeah, I miss ya) Damn right I need ya Can't wait to see ya, one day [Outro] I love ya, sis, [?] Don't worry, I'll wipe my tears now When I look after [?] Gon' miss you, sis [?]