CARMEN

[Intro]

My aunts, and other people could see how hurt I was

And I didn't want anyone to see

To be able to tell that I was hurt

So I just tried to be the opposite

Tried to. . I didn't care about anything

And it worked; people believed that I didn't care

[Verse 1]

Yo sis, where do I start?

I got all this hurt and pain just sitting on my heart

'Cause I remember our childhood days, picturing the scars

Try forget so I'm drinking every day and it's ripping me apart

So what do I do? I abuse myself

It's all my fault, I accuse myself

Going insane, gonna lose myself

Rewind time, I would choose myself

Can't take it

Losing a sibling is heartbreaking

And I never thought you would not make it

Kept the faith and didn't stop praying

Till my arms aching

And I can't take it no more

I'ma just cry more tears

And I know that you wasn't all there

Flashback to the day you ran away and I didn't see you for years

Lost my sister then lost my confidence (Yeah)

What's the consequence?

Music ain't the same, I feel done with this

Nothing matters now, I just want my sis

[Chorus]

'Cause you're my sister

I really miss ya, always

Damn right I need ya

Can't wait to see ya, one day

'Cause you're my sister

And yeah I miss ya, always (I miss ya)

Damn right I need ya

Can't wait to see ya, one day

[Verse 2]

Your funeral was beautiful

We were all blacked out with purple, it was suitable

And when you found out that you had cancer, didn't know who to call

That's why you left it, for like a year or so

And that's when I should've been there

That's when I should've said don't be scared

That's when I should've had you in my prayers

And my heart broke when I seen you losing your hair

It's so unfair

I gotta dry my tears

'Cause the kids lost both parents in 3 years

When your husband passed

I could tell you was struggling mad

But then you tried to move on fast with a guy that was beating you like a man

I only got told this when you died

He was there when I sat by your side

When I had to dry your tears from ur eyes

Did no wrong, didn't deserve to die, why?

[Chorus]

'Cause you're my sister

I really miss ya, always (I miss ya, sis)

Damn right I need ya

Can't wait to see ya, one day (One day)

'Cause you're my sister

And yeah I miss ya, always (Yeah, I miss ya)

Damn right I need ya

Can't wait to see ya, one day

[Outro]

I love ya, sis, [?]

Don't worry, I'll wipe my tears now

When I look after [?]

Gon' miss you, sis

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