Panic Attack

I called a healthcare professional Wanna speak to someone confidentially Don't know just how I’m feelin' But I'm feelin’ feelings exponentially Calm voice started asking questions I said, "Ma'am, I was hoping for advice I'm feelin' lots of feelings Not a single one of 'em feels nice" She said, "Do you ever think about dying?" I said, "No, but sometimes I lie" "And do you wanna live?" I said, "Yes, but I feel like shit" "On a scale of one to ten, do you feel anxious? On a scale of one to ten, do you feel scared?" I said, "I'm feelin' lots of feelings For some reason, I cut my hair Sometimes my skin starts crawling Sometimes the creaturе's calling Sometimes the walls start caving in Somеtimes I feel isolated Sometimes I feel so small Sometimes I get irritated Right now, I feel it all" She spoke and I tried to listen Said, "Son, there may be no cure But I swear that life’s worth living It’s the only thing worth living for" To my friends in the same position I wish there was a cure But I know that life's worth living It’s the only thing worth living for I called a healthcare professional Wanna speak to someone confidentially Don't know just how I'm feelin' But I’m feelin' feelings exponentially