Panic Attack

I called a healthcare professional

Wanna speak to someone confidentially

Don't know just how I’m feelin'

But I'm feelin’ feelings exponentially

Calm voice started asking questions

I said, "Ma'am, I was hoping for advice

I'm feelin' lots of feelings

Not a single one of 'em feels nice"

She said, "Do you ever think about dying?"

I said, "No, but sometimes I lie"

"And do you wanna live?"

I said, "Yes, but I feel like shit"

"On a scale of one to ten, do you feel anxious?

On a scale of one to ten, do you feel scared?"

I said, "I'm feelin' lots of feelings

For some reason, I cut my hair

Sometimes my skin starts crawling

Sometimes the creaturе's calling

Sometimes the walls start caving in

Somеtimes I feel isolated

Sometimes I feel so small

Sometimes I get irritated

Right now, I feel it all"

She spoke and I tried to listen

Said, "Son, there may be no cure

But I swear that life’s worth living

It’s the only thing worth living for"

To my friends in the same position

I wish there was a cure

But I know that life's worth living

It’s the only thing worth living for

I called a healthcare professional

Wanna speak to someone confidentially

Don't know just how I'm feelin'

But I’m feelin' feelings exponentially