Manic Depression

I need something or someone to keep me sane Otherwise I'm gonna waste another day Stare at my fucking phone think about everyone and everything I fucking hate And how life is never gonna change I'm not sure what I look forward to anymore But I welcome sleep and only will smoking weed kill the dread and anxiety I try to recognize privilege present, and I'm thankful for good fortune I don't want to sound ungrateful like I can't see the good going But I can't help what my head is telling me I can't stop myself from listening Manic depression Yeah Endless obsessions Yeah Manic depression I can see everything you've shown me but you don't say anything I'm so fucking over indirect vagueness If you lack passion, just stop trying How can I justify complicity? You're standing right in front of me I can see you, and I can see and that needs no apology I need something or someone to relieve the tension and anxiety Give me sex or drugs or destruction Some kind of excitement please Even if it's terrifying Shake and smack the shit out of me Turn me upside down otherwise I'm gonna drink and drink and drink 'Cause I can't help what my head is telling me I can't stop myself from listening Manic depression Yeah Endless obsessions Yeah No I can't help what my head is telling me I can't stop myself from listening Manic depression Yeah Endless obsessions Yeah Manic depression Yeah Endless Obsession Yeah Manic depression Yeah