Self Defeated

[Verse 1] You saw right through me, from the second you knew me This worthless case has closed I am broken for no reason but my own On display, displeased Ask for pain and you shall receive But you saw right through me [Chorus] If it’s you, not me, then Why do I feel so self-defeated? I’m leaving Find me bleeding out the thought of you [Verse 2] Listen, I made the decision I left you by the door, left you begging me to stay I want nothing more The way we used to speak Went from aggressive to pathetic Now apologetic fits my description [Chorus] If it’s you, not me, then Why do I feel so self-defeated I’m leaving Find me bleeding out the thought of.. You keep dreaming Keep pretending it’s okay when I say I’m leaving [Bridge] I could’ve been all that you wanted But you’ve taken me for granted I could’ve been all that you wanted Please constrict my breathing [Pre-Chorus] Guess it’s me then Laying here so self-defeated I’m leaving Find me bleeding out the thought of.. [Chorus] You keep dreaming Keep pretending it’s okay when I say I’m leaving Find me bleeding out the thought of you If it’s you, not me, then Why do I feel so self-defeated