Self Defeated

[Verse 1]

You saw right through me, from the second you knew me

This worthless case has closed

I am broken for no reason but my own

On display, displeased

Ask for pain and you shall receive

But you saw right through me

[Chorus]

If it’s you, not me, then

Why do I feel so self-defeated?

I’m leaving

Find me bleeding out the thought of you

[Verse 2]

Listen, I made the decision

I left you by the door, left you begging me to stay

I want nothing more

The way we used to speak

Went from aggressive to pathetic

Now apologetic fits my description

[Chorus]

If it’s you, not me, then

Why do I feel so self-defeated

I’m leaving

Find me bleeding out the thought of..

You keep dreaming

Keep pretending it’s okay when I say

I’m leaving

[Bridge]

I could’ve been all that you wanted

But you’ve taken me for granted

I could’ve been all that you wanted

Please constrict my breathing

[Pre-Chorus]

Guess it’s me then

Laying here so self-defeated

I’m leaving

Find me bleeding out the thought of..

[Chorus]

You keep dreaming

Keep pretending it’s okay when I say

I’m leaving

Find me bleeding out the thought of you

If it’s you, not me, then

Why do I feel so self-defeated