The Fields Are Frozen

[Verse 1] It was the way they put me away I thought it was my fault I was raped Reaching out for the night light's flame Burnt by the bulb in the metal frame It replays, and it replays Painting childish colours grey I can't place the blame, nothing will change There's no name to say, there's no easy way [Chorus] How do I feel so exposed but so invisible? Hm-hm-hm If I refuse to live, I'm invincible Hm-hm-hm [Post-Chorus] Keep your score Keep me small Keep your score Keep me small Break me in Take it all Cutting skin Curtain call [Verse 2] Clenching my fists, hoping no one will notice I don't fit, my clothes are too big My history in cabinets squeezing into paperclips Facing the painted bricks, watching the way I sit I have to face the days I chase Won't ever come my way, I turn, I turn, I turn away I didn't ever want to bring you shame I just wanted to play [Chorus] How do I feel so exposed but so invisible? Hm-hm-hm If I refuse to live, I'm invincible Hm-hm-hm [Post-Chorus] Keep your score Keep me small Keep your score Keep me small Break me in Take it all Cutting skin Curtain call [Instrumental Outro]