Lost

Just a scar somewhere down inside of me Something I can not repair Even though it will always be I pretend it isn't there (this is how I feel) I'm trapped in yesterday (just a memory) Where the pain is all I know (this is all I know) And I'll never break away (can't break free) 'Cause when I'm alone I'm lost in these memories Living behind my own illusion Lost all my dignity Living inside my own confusion But I'm tired, I will always be afraid Of the damage I've received Broken promises they made And how blindly I believed (this is all I know) And I'll never break away (can't break free) 'Cause when I'm alone I'm lost in these memories Living behind my own illusion Lost all my dignity Living inside my own confusion I try to keep this pain inside, but I will never be alright I try to keep this pain inside, but I will never be alright (I'm lost) I try to keep this pain inside, but I will never be alright (I'm lost) I try to keep this pain inside, but I will never be alright I'm lost in these memories Living behind my own illusion Lost all my dignity Living inside my own confusion