I'm Alive

I put up every painting in the cave I chose what to delete and what to save I choose every letter of my name But I still can't choose the rules of the game 60 legs I'm running straight to the bank Take a loan and find somebody else to blame This time I'll be the one who won't repay I'd love to leave you high and dry for a change The feeling I crave The ceiling is low I eat the bread Of a feverish loaf I rupture out every beat every note Future is elastic but I'll still die alone But I said All Your suffering Won't be what you need At the end it's just you And no plant From the seed (All your life you wanted to be something more But it's just not your choice) Oh no Oh no He lied to me There was no use In coveting I catch a French kiss from a solar flare every day But he's the one who said he'd make the pain go away The feeling I crave The ceiling is low I ate the bread Of a feverish loaf I rupture out every beat every note Future is elastic but I'll still die alone