I'm Alive

I put up every painting in the cave
I chose what to delete and what to save
I choose every letter of my name
But I still can't choose the rules of the game

60 legs I'm running straight to the bank
Take a loan and find somebody else to blame
This time I'll be the one who won't repay
I'd love to leave you high and dry for a change

The feeling I crave
The ceiling is low
I eat the bread
Of a feverish loaf
I rupture out every beat every note
Future is elastic but I'll still die alone

But I said
All
Your suffering
Won't be what you need
At the end it's just you
And no plant
From the seed

(All your life you wanted to be something more
But it's just not your choice)

Oh no
Oh no
He lied to me
There was no use
In coveting
I catch a French kiss from a solar flare every day
But he's the one who said he'd make the pain go away

The feeling I crave
The ceiling is low
I ate the bread
Of a feverish loaf
I rupture out every beat every note
Future is elastic but I'll still die alone