Lying

Maybe I close my eyes when you kiss me 'Cause I'm thinking of him Maybe I never stopped wondering Maybe if they ask me if I love you I'd say yes Maybe I'm lying And oh, I'm a white lie burning red And oh, I'm a force to be reckoned with Oh but darling, I'm loving him And you're not him Maybe you were right to be scared That I'd walk away Maybe I'm just too scared You honestly need me to stay Maybe I know now he can never be mine Maybe without him, I'm honestly fine Maybe I'm lying And oh, I'm a white lie burning red And oh, I'm a force to be reckoned with Oh, maybe I am gonna figure myself out But until then, I'm loving him Call me crazy, but I'm loving him You're not him 'Cause I said I need you so many times 'Cause I honestly thought I would mean it by now But you're not him and I'm no good at faking anymore And oh, I'm a white lie burning red And oh, I'm a force to be reckoned with Oh, maybe I am gonna figure myself out But until then, I'm loving him Call me crazy, but I'm loving him I might be crazy, but I'm crazy about him And you're not him