Lying

Maybe I close my eyes when you kiss me

'Cause I'm thinking of him

Maybe I never stopped wondering

Maybe if they ask me if I love you

I'd say yes

Maybe I'm lying

And oh, I'm a white lie burning red

And oh, I'm a force to be reckoned with

Oh but darling, I'm loving him

And you're not him

Maybe you were right to be scared

That I'd walk away

Maybe I'm just too scared

You honestly need me to stay

Maybe I know now he can never be mine

Maybe without him, I'm honestly fine

Maybe I'm lying

And oh, I'm a white lie burning red

And oh, I'm a force to be reckoned with

Oh, maybe I am gonna figure myself out

But until then, I'm loving him

Call me crazy, but I'm loving him

You're not him

'Cause I said I need you so many times

'Cause I honestly thought I would mean it by now

But you're not him and I'm no good at faking anymore

And oh, I'm a white lie burning red

And oh, I'm a force to be reckoned with

Oh, maybe I am gonna figure myself out

But until then, I'm loving him

Call me crazy, but I'm loving him

I might be crazy, but I'm crazy about him

And you're not him