Pushing It Down and Praying

I'm in bed, layin' down, naked He's inside of me I love him, kiss his mouth, prayin' He can't see what I see When I close my eyes You replace him Wearin' no disguise You erase him I wanna feel guilty I wanna feel that it's wrong I wanna know peace again Wanna sing a different song I want you to need me I need to want somethin' more He gives what he can But now I don't know what he's givin' for I'm in bed, layin' down, naked You're inside of me I love him, kiss his mouth, sayin' "Oh yeah, baby, touch, and touch, and touch, and touch me" I wanna feel guilty I wanna feel that it's wrong I wanna know peace again Wanna sing a different song I want you to need me (need me) I need to want somethin' more (somethin' more) He gives what he can But now I don't know what he's givin' for Softer, harder, in-between You know just how to get to me He is stable, you are deep I know just how to get what I need I wanna feel guilty I wanna feel that it's wrong I wanna know peace again Wanna be singin' a different song It's only a question If somebody brings it up So I'm pushin' it down and prayin' He won't see it when I come I'm pushin' it down and prayin'