Toffee

I planned reverse It's all rehearsed Yeah, I forget my lines This doubt fills me up 'Cause I feel like I'm a stranger when I'm happy Sad, I'm arguing more than I've ever known You say you love her, I kind of hate her And yet I don't, maybe I don't Like toffee, thought that you'd be sweet But how you linger, stuck in my teeth Sugarcoated words, swallow them whole And smile, it's not that hard I mourn the wolves But hate to fawn And yes, I confess that I ran again last night back to what I know It felt so good, it still, it hurt, it hurts to let it go Euphoric vex, I'm so impressed by these tears that are mine Overwhelming, god, I've never felt so alive, who am I? Like toffee, so intensely sweet I want you, need you, take me, feed me Sugarcoated words, I take them whole And smile, I've come so far Come so far