Roster

I'm collecting people who hurt me So I can rotate between them And maybe not hurt as badly And maybe learn how to leave them It's going ok Some of them broke away Somehow that hurt worse Thought they would hurt first But I'm the only one that gets broken Guess broken things can keep breaking And now I cry on my own Cause I worry they'll think I'm faking I mean it is weird How did I get here No love in five years At least these are my tears Thought if I was telling the story Putting guys in clear categories Shutting off my heart and playing booksmart I could just stay in the good parts Where'd she go, the girl I used to be Believed in love and still looked up to me In the game too long, I think I lost her Thought I was building my roster, but I'm collecting people who hurt me So I can rotate between them And maybe not hurt as badly And maybe learn how to leave them It's going ok Some of them broke away Somehow that hurt worse Thought they would hurt first But I'm the only one that gets broken Guess broken things can keep breaking And now I cry on my own Cause I worry they'll think I'm faking I mean it is weird How did I get here No love in five years At least these are my tears Just say it, spit it out You don't want me around I'll give you space enough to leave me But leave the door open if need be And it's all fun and games Til I can't love the same I'm filling glasses left and right but Soon there will be nothing left in mine, cause I'm collecting people who hurt me So I can rotate between them And maybe not hurt as badly And maybe learn how to leave them It's going ok Some of them broke away Somehow that hurt worse Thought they would hurt first But I'm the only one that gets broken Guess broken things can keep breaking And now I cry on my own Cause I worry they'll think I'm faking I mean it is weird How did I get here No love in five years At least these are my tears