Roster

I'm collecting people who hurt me
So I can rotate between them
And maybe not hurt as badly
And maybe learn how to leave them
It's going ok
Some of them broke away
Somehow that hurt worse
Thought they would hurt first
But I'm the only one that gets broken
Guess broken things can keep breaking
And now I cry on my own
Cause I worry they'll think I'm faking
I mean it is weird
How did I get here
No love in five years
At least these are my tears

Thought if I was telling the story
Putting guys in clear categories
Shutting off my heart and playing booksmart
I could just stay in the good parts
Where'd she go, the girl I used to be
Believed in love and still looked up to me
In the game too long, I think I lost her
Thought I was building my roster, but

I'm collecting people who hurt me
So I can rotate between them
And maybe not hurt as badly
And maybe learn how to leave them
It's going ok
Some of them broke away
Somehow that hurt worse
Thought they would hurt first
But I'm the only one that gets broken
Guess broken things can keep breaking
And now I cry on my own
Cause I worry they'll think I'm faking
I mean it is weird
How did I get here
No love in five years
At least these are my tears

Just say it, spit it out
You don't want me around
I'll give you space enough to leave me
But leave the door open if need be
And it's all fun and games
Til I can't love the same
I'm filling glasses left and right but
Soon there will be nothing left in mine, cause

I'm collecting people who hurt me
So I can rotate between them
And maybe not hurt as badly
And maybe learn how to leave them
It's going ok
Some of them broke away
Somehow that hurt worse
Thought they would hurt first
But I'm the only one that gets broken
Guess broken things can keep breaking
And now I cry on my own
Cause I worry they'll think I'm faking
I mean it is weird
How did I get here
No love in five years
At least these are my tears