Truth

What was the word for some big illusion? I could've made the same conversation up twice In my mind Just like a kid, I crave your attention Look what I did, the mess in the kitchen is mine Give me kisses when I try Somewhere in my head, somewhere, I forget that I'm there Look at me and say, 'I mean everything, I'm there for you' I've been amazed you still have my number Was that a phase? I know what suspicion looks like And I shouldn't givе advice to you just cuz I want you I know this could be all in my mind Somewhеre in my head, somewhere, I forget that I'm there Look at me and say, 'I mean everything I've said' Somewhere in my head, somewhere, I forget that I'm there Look at me and say, 'I mean everything I've said, truth' What was the word?