Truth

What was the word for some big illusion?

I could've made the same conversation up twice

In my mind

Just like a kid, I crave your attention

Look what I did, the mess in the kitchen is mine

Give me kisses when I try

Somewhere in my head, somewhere, I forget that I'm there

Look at me and say, 'I mean everything, I'm there for you'

I've been amazed you still have my number

Was that a phase? I know what suspicion looks like

And I shouldn't givе advice to you just cuz I want you

I know this could be all in my mind

Somewhеre in my head, somewhere, I forget that I'm there

Look at me and say, 'I mean everything I've said'

Somewhere in my head, somewhere, I forget that I'm there

Look at me and say, 'I mean everything I've said, truth'

What was the word?