healthy habit

It's not a lack of options (I just get bored) And I don't see a problem (pretendin' I'm yours) It's not a healthy habit (I could spare a few) Like smokin' in the kitchen and romanticizing you Sometimes (sometimes) I tell (I tell) myself you were the best Sometimes (sometimes) I forget (I forget) why I ever left And I wonder if it's worth doin' again And I wonder if it's worth doin' it again And I wonder if, and I wonder if And I wonder if it's worth doin' it again No, it's not desperation (when I do it) Harmless inspiration (let a girl live) It's not a healthy habit (I could spare a few) Like kissin' random boys and pretendin' they're you Sometimes (sometimes) I tell (I tell) myself you were the best Sometimes (sometimes) I forget (I forget) why I am alive And I wonder if it's worth doin' again And I wonder if it's worth doin' it again And I wonder if, and I wonder if And I wonder if it's worth doin' it again (You don't remember anything, do you?) And I wonder if it's worth doin' again And I wonder if it's worth doin' it again And I wonder if it's worth doin' again And I wonder if it's worth doin' it again And I wonder if it's worth doin' again And I wonder if it's worth doin' it again