Looking Forward to Looking Back

[Verse 1] Drove to your house in the hills, where I wanted to be The lights were all on and I knew you were waiting for me And that road became familiar Like the mystery shape of your heart [Chorus] And I know you love me in your way I'm looking forward to looking back on these days And I'm fine, but I'm not okay I'm looking forward to looking back on these days [Verse 2] The fog in the morning that clouded the world that we knew It was almost enough being lonely and living for you And the rain came to our window And I wish I could've stayed [Chorus] And I know you love me in your way (You love me in your way) I'm looking forward to looking back on these days And I'm fine, but I'm not okay (I'm fine, but I'm not okay) I'm looking forward to looking back on these days [Bridge] Let it go Let it go, sunshine Now you know Now you know it's time It's time [Verse 3] You were asleep while I gathered my things in the dark The burns on my fingers were all that was left of the spark I didn't wanna wake you 'Cause I knew I couldn't say [Chorus] That I know you love me in your way (You love me in your way) I'm looking forward to looking back on these days And I'm fine, but I'm not okay (I'm fine, but I'm not okay) I'm looking forward to looking back on these days I'm looking forward to looking back on these days