Escape Plan

[Verse] A lot of my exes look the same I kept makin' the same mistakes I used to sit down waitin' for things to happen, lookin' for change But things never changed, because I never changed I was in the smallest room in my Mum's house lookin' for space I'd just stare into space I think I need to escape The feelin' that I'm gonna get stuck here wouldn't go away I had a lot of dark energy around me that I couldn't explain But I didn't want to be saved I woke up up late I didn't know myself, only knew my name They seem to think that they know my heart Just because you all know my face I had no foresight, I had no faith Had no focus, I had no way To get out all of these things that I was thinkin' I was strugglin' to find my way Endin' my texts with just "cool" and "safe" But I never felt cool or safe Questioned all the calls I made My purpose needs to get reclaimed I just want some peace in my head Piece of me started feeling strange Felt like nobody else has felt like this I became a person I hate So I'm lyin' there awake Gettin' money and I'm pissin' it away Some days that I wish I wouldn't wake What's it gonna take? Feels like I'm livin' on the edge Got thoughts that I know I shouldn't say It's happenin' again Sittin' there and feelin' so alone In realities it never was the case I'm diggin' my own grave Really I'm just troublin' myself Been battlin' with my own brain And I think that I died at least one or two times Old versions of me that I don't recognize I watched day turn to night I know I'm the cause of my own demise I don't take my own advice Watch things get worse so it's no surprise I sat and I smiled and I meant to cry I need to make it out alive Things weren't goin' right, I wrote I set a few goals, let go of my ego Work for the ting, there wasn't a cheat code Me against the world, I'm givin' out free smoke Oh, I started seein' the results Different type of brother, I started to evolve New energy, new me I started again like I'm gettin' a reload Things are gonna be what they will be I finally got back to the real me I had so much baggage on my back But I dropped them bags like I spent a few G Devil in my head, I couldn't let him kill me Madness in my head so I wouldn't feel free I'm rich in spirit and soul, so I'm never gonna let myself ever feel cheap Again