Face Myself

I don't wanna go back to where I was I was scared and lost Dealing with things I coulda stopped Feel like I'm fucking up again, 'cos tings are getting on top Wasted time I never clocked War in my head is never not as simple as I thought it once was Thought that I figured it out, I was wrong All of the ups and downs made me dizzy - Stop that, start that, get that, what... Am I gonna do now, demon's are too loud It's armshouse in my headback bruv Had a couple of questions for God Ay, all of these setbacks for what? I don't want them to think I fell off this path i was on [HOOK] Come take a walk with me, come see my world And all of the things that I've done to be myself I used relationships to distract me just so I could avoid myself I never knew what it looked like till it reflected and saw myself So I don't judge, I'm flawed myself Good and bad 'cos it's all myself I shouldn't have put them before myself Can't help them if I don't help myself I heard but I never took heed I was giving advice I never took myself I went over there to confront my enemies Got closer and I saw myself I kept all my tings to myself Cried at night, but no cries for help I was told to talk but don't tell And I was that type of guy with them type of girls But I know I shouldn't do them type of tings But time and time I lied to myself I was trying to make sense of the world But I never had no sense of self I never knew I was so sensitive 'Cah I downplayed everything I felt I won and I lost and I tried and failed Got back on and off and I went through hell Am I living or not, bro? I can't tell myself [HOOK] Come take a walk with me, come see my world And all of the things that I've done to be myself I used relationships to distract me just so I could avoid myself I never knew what it looked like till it reflected and saw myself So I don't judge, I'm flawed myself Good and bad 'cos it's all myself I shouldn't have put them before myself Can't help them if I don't help myself I heard but I never took heed I was giving advice I never took myself I went over there to confront my enemies Got closer and I saw myself Blaming everybody else was my go-to I was in my own little world with my own view Mad everybody figured that they know you And it's say cos you don't even know you Angry at the things that they done to me But I never thought about the things that I don't do That was food for thought, and soul food I was lying to myself it was so true Nowhere to hide or go to When you're trying to run from yourself You can smile up in your social When it's just you, bro, that won't help I had to go on and learn So many things that I taught myself Looked after them and ignored myself [HOOK] Come take a walk with me, come see my world And all of the things that I've done to be myself I used relationships to distract me just so I could avoid myself I never knew what it looked like till it reflected and saw myself So I don't judge, I'm flawed myself Good and bad 'cos it's all myself I shouldn't have put them before myself Can't help them if I don't help myself I heard but I never took heed I was giving advice I never took myself I went over there to confront my enemies Got closer and I saw myself