Shallow

I been drinkin' I been thinkin' I been livin' off of credit, not even Washingtons or Lincolns But i came in here to party, I’m with all the minglin’ I’ll regret it prob’ly, but i ain’t even trippin’ I’m like yo, Yo yo yo yo Girl sing it to me I’m like yo, Yo yo yo yo Girl sling it to me I’m like yo, yo yo yo yo Girl give it to me I been in this game a minute don’t you treat me like no rookie baby no [Verse 1:Marlon Craft] Don’t play no games Shit go down don’t say no names Known him so long call Jame-o James Come kick it where we livin' and there ain’t no pain/ Like yo I need be numb for the night yeah I don't believe in a type yeah I’m gonna need me some life tonight Been in and out my head They was tryna give me meds I was like nah ya'll the feds Now they scream crafty for prez I say no to powder, pills All that krillz that for the heads But for this bottle I’m a toddler Momma momma lemme get Do my best to be a man of substance Double enten’, double enten’ Tryna fill wholes with this liquor and clothes And a bad bitch rubbin' my arm Tellin me one more and we gonna get gone Good ‘cause i don’t like waitin’ a lot Little bit of rhythm in the liver will deliver When you simmer from that little hidden pain that you got, ah [Hook] Yo, yo yo yo yo Girl sing it to me I’m like yo, Yo yo yo yo Girl sling it to me I’m like yo, yo yo yo yo Girl give it to me I been in this game a minute don’t you treat me like no rookie baby no I been feelin’ shallow I ain’t say i was proud though Why do this come so natural I must be an asshole I been I been I been I been I been feelin' shallow [Verse 2:Dizzy Wright] I was feelin' like my body started sinkin' I went vegan for some reason But I, didn’t give up drinkin' Hennessy all in my liver my rhythm Gon help me go get em whenever I need her But they tryna offer me pills and thangs Drownin' my mind but that don’t sound like freedom I’m talkin' bout a waste land (a waste land) Tryna find an escape plan (escape plan) Ya'll know I'm a made man (a made man) Still tryna watch out for the snakes tryna shake hands But it is what it is I ain't proud but I did what I did Shallow niggas gon’ live how they live I just learned that you get what you give Complainin' every day is pointless (aw yeah) Don’t listen to the wrong voices (yeah yeah) Here go a joint you enjoy this (hell yeah) Connectin' the dots with craft you bitches still gotta make an appointment (for real tho)/ But I’m indulgin' even if it’s only for the moment Tellin' her homie to pour me a shot Ready or not i know where I’m goin' Slid on her like [Hook] Yo, yo yo yo yo Girl sing it to me I’m like yo, Yo yo yo yo Girl sling it to me I’m like yo, yo yo yo yo Girl give it to me I been in this game a minute don’t you treat me like no rookie baby no I been feelin’ shallow I ain’t say I was proud though Why do this come so natural I must be an asshole I been I been I been I been I been feelin shallow I ain’t say I was proud though Why do this come so natural I must be an asshole I been I been I been I been I been feelin' shallow [Hidden Song - "Lonely"] I'm lonely I can turn a W to an L I'm lonely I can take something wonderful, make it hell I've been trying to fill a void I don't understand, I don't know it's shape Eyes closed tryna fit different shit in this empty space To no avail, I'm lonely, it's cold as hell In the part of my soul where love and the noble notions dwell I'm lonely I don't get what I'm looking for, but I search on Tryna make a map of places I've never gone I'm lonely Shit ain't everybody? I wash my head with this human condition, but I don't feel cleansed I feel lonely, yo Been avoiding time with myself, and now I owe me Though every time we're together I focus on something phony I don't wanna settle, shit Sometimes I'd rather be unhappy than to be alone Tell myself I need a bone, but truth is that I need a home I've been rationalizing time that's spent with people that don't inspire me Bein' lonely sucks, I'm starting to lose my spirit's trust Scared of what I want, I've been starting to fear my lust If I can't tell myself the whole truth, then the lyrics must Like I should come here to stroke, but I know I came here to bust Man-made most of my woes be Feel like we do half of what we do because we bored, we just be lonely I feel like most people rather use me than to know me I feel like I'm a bitch, 'cause I got it good but be feelin' bad, like Cockiness is just fear in drag I see a lot of Ru Paul's of emotions I say I ain't judgin' a lot, but I do, and I know it Wish I was more easy going, maybe I wouldn't feel lonely But sometimes we ain't inclined to be the man we want to be Like, shit, without this critical lens, I couldn't see But I don't know, 'cause there's a lot of things I thought I couldn't be And I'm starting to become all them, maybe there's hope for us It's the most self-involved, and the most communal rhyme We're all in search of these people who can relate Their absence negative space Shit, without them, there is no alone So I know they're out there for me, or I wouldn't feel so lonely I remember when it wasn't cool to feel lonely And somewhere along the way, Kid Cudi made it okay But now, we fetishize it, it's a style to be tried And take this pill, if you don't like it, you don't have to feel lonely That ain't never been me, but I ain't that far Buzz buzz goes the sound of the antidepressant notifications I'mma need me three grams and some mentions Tell me you like the online me, so the real me don't feel so lonely I'm just bein' real homie, this ain't a sad song This ain't a mad song, but I do worry, cause I've been tryna write some next level shit, lately And this is it, so I'm scared that my loneliness makes me, like Do I need it to shine? What if I leave it behind? Will I die young if I just continue to bleed from my mind? And I guess that's something that only time can show me, but For now I gotta go, shit, I'm late to meet the homies Lonely