Cruel Intentions

The weight inside me is as heavy as a loaded gun Exploring the pain I discover it’s fun Makes me understand why you behave the way you do Inflicting this on myself brings me closer to you Lay with me your cruel intentions Cut me deep with your deception Tenderly without affection Do you help yourself by hurting me? No longer shocking how quickly you turn from good to bad First lesson today start believing the facts Your condemning me is valid, maybe that’s your truth My question is this, where is the proof? Lay with me your cruel intentions Cut me deep with your deception Tenderly without affection Do you help yourself by hurting me? Before you drag me under Another breath, you take the air from me Un-create this monster Let me steel the tainted air you breathe Lay with me your cruel intentions Cut me deep with your deception Tenderly without affection Do you help yourself by hurting me?