Sleepless Nights

I stare deep down into the eyes of my nightmares As they come to life (As they come to life) I feel my heart beat right out of my chest And I think I might be losing the fight (I might be losing it) I live inside my poisoned mind It leaves me paralyzed (It leaves me paralyzed) My vision's blurred, my words are slurred I think I might die tonight This shadow follows me It always keeps me on the edge I know that I would never jump So why can't I step back from the ledge? Am I losing control? You take me to the darkest places I have ever been I think I feel it coming back again Why am I terrified of everything I used to love? Save me from myself, I don't wanna hate who I've become Inhale, exhale Why is it so hard to breathe? Inhale, exhale Why isn't this working? If I live to see the other side of this I swear I'll never take for granted any happiness I never knew what I had until it was gone How long will this go on? Why am I terrified of everything I used to love? Save me from myself, I don't wanna hate who I've become Tell me that tomorrow when I wake up I'll be fine I just wanna be myself again, I wanna know that I'm alive Tell me is there something that I'm learning from this? I try my best to make the most of it Maybe I just need to see the bigger picture Show me how it ends If I have to feel this forever I'd rather feel nothing at all Bring me back to life I just can't take another sleepless night Bring me back to life Give me the clarity to see the light I know that you can take this away So I'm praying that today is the day Oh, I pray that today is the day Bring me back to life Why am I terrified of everything I used to love? Save me from myself, I don't wanna hate who I've become Tell me that tomorrow when I wake up I'll be fine I just wanna be myself again, I wanna know that I'm alive Please, give me peace, give me joy, give me sanity Give me hope, give me love, give me truth