monster

[Intro]

Blackwinterwells

[Chorus: mental]

I don't wanna lie

I swear there's a monster that's inside

It leaves me up, can't sleep at night

I have to lie, say that I'm fine, I'm not alright

I don't wanna lie

I swear there's a monster that's inside

It leaves me up, can't sleep at night

I have to lie, say that I'm fine, I'm not al-

[Verse 1: mental]

You hold me back, I hold my breath

I'm terrified, don't know what's next

My heart is beating out my chest

And I'm stuck in a cycle, I'm spinning around

Away from you

And I'm trapped, I don't know what to do

I'll be fine, so will you

This ain't nothing for me to prove

And I just wanna be abused

You can tell me what I should do

I'll be waiting around for you, for you

[Verse 2: angelus]

Yeah, I'm stayin' up, I wanna go to sleep