monster

[Intro] Blackwinterwells [Chorus: mental] I don't wanna lie I swear there's a monster that's inside It leaves me up, can't sleep at night I have to lie, say that I'm fine, I'm not alright I don't wanna lie I swear there's a monster that's inside It leaves me up, can't sleep at night I have to lie, say that I'm fine, I'm not al- [Verse 1: mental] You hold me back, I hold my breath I'm terrified, don't know what's next My heart is beating out my chest And I'm stuck in a cycle, I'm spinning around Away from you And I'm trapped, I don't know what to do I'll be fine, so will you This ain't nothing for me to prove And I just wanna be abused You can tell me what I should do I'll be waiting around for you, for you [Verse 2: angelus] Yeah, I'm stayin' up, I wanna go to sleep Go go gadget by my side, I guess that's what I'll be I seen that all my friends are getting tired of me You don't feel me, you don't even know me [?] Bitches on me when I sit on the couch Can't fuck with niggas who use me for clout I can not focus, I'm smoking on loud Are you serious? You can't fuck with us Your team hilarious Your mans of us [Verse 3: grandee] So you wanna sit around and fucking think about it I ain't have no time to go and fucking dream about it All I wanna do is go to Saks and blow my wallet Got the eye for fashion, coat expensive, I don't care about it [?] how you told me I would be a fucking nobody And now you always hitting up my phone, like please don't talk to me I told you stay away so why you try to keep up stalking me I got some snakes around me that's why I gotta keep it close to me [Chorus: mental] I don't wanna lie I swear there's a monster that's inside It leaves me up, can't sleep at night I have to lie, say that I'm fine, I'm not alright I don't wanna lie I swear there's a monster that's inside It leaves me up, can't sleep at night I have to lie, say that I'm fine, I'm not al- Wells