paranoid

[Verse 1] I told myself I'm fine, I'm not I thought that you would've forgot me Sometimes I think that I should rot If I tried, would you even stop me? I thought that you would feel some type of way I can't tell if you even like me I'm anxious, I want it to go away I'm paranoid, nobody's got me (Oh-oh) With you I feel safe (Oh-oh) Still wanna run away (Oh-oh) You can't be replaced (Oh-oh) It won't be the same (Oh-oh) [Bridge] I told myself I'm fine, I'm not (Oh-oh) I thought that you would've forgot me (Oh-oh) Sometimes I think that I should rot (Oh-oh) If I tried, would you even stop me? (Oh-oh) (Oh-oh) If I tried, would you even stop me? (Oh-oh) (Oh) If I tried, would you— (Die) [Verse 2] I used to wanna givе up I had nobody to trust I lied, still wanna give up I can't feel nothing but lust Nobody gets how I lovе I'm sick of falling in love I'm sick of feeling this shit Sometimes I wanna exist Sometimes I wish I was dust (Die) I hate that everyone lies I don't know who to believe, wish I was a ghost I try to say how I'm feeling I try but nothing comes out, I think I might choke Lost me inside of your soul I should go choke, you're happy when I'm at my low No one likes seeing that shit I'll go and suffer in silence so nobody knows (knows) So-So-Sorry, you'll never be sorry (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) I can't feel my body (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) I wish I could not breathe Am I dead? Huh, probably (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) I miss every time you called me I know that it's not me (Die) (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) [Outro] Not me, not me (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) Not me, that it's not me (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) Not me, not me (Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh) I-I-I know that it's not me (Ooh-ooh) Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh