Different

I've been feeling different nowadays I've been feeling different nowada-ays I've been feeling, yeah, I've been feeling, yeah I've been feeling different nowadays I've been feeling different nowadays Got the windows rolled down When I'm drifting through the rain Lately I've been dealing with this pain So burn a blunt down till I feel like it's okay Heart racing, I can't take it, Im' trippin' So I take shot then I take hit, I feel different They can say what they want, hate if they want Back in days couldn't pay for the bus Now I'm thankful enough to get paid for this stuff I pick up a bag everyday of the month But this anxiety is still in me And I can't lie to you it's trippy See the flashing syrens out to get me And I cannot hide cause I'm guilty Wanna run you to fuck your life Trying to break free but it cuffs too tight I need caffeine, I've been up all night I'm in love with the risk so I walk on ice I've been drinkin' liquor right outta my chalice Now it's half empty and I might lose balance And it's kinda ironic cause I can't stand it So I'ma get this money and the night might vanish I got 'em wondering why I seem so selfish I've seen it too many times, so I can't help it. I've been feeling different nowadays I've been feeling different nowada-ays I've been feeling, yeah, I've been feeling, yeah I've been feeling different nowadays I've been feeling different nowadays Got the windows rolled down When I'm drifting through the rain Lately I've been dealing with this pain So burn a blunt down till I feel like it's okay Heart racing, I can't take it, Im' trippin' So I take shot then I take hit, I feel different I got these bad habits and I can't graft them And if my moms haunted do a black phantom All these unwanted enemies I have it at em Cuz i can't understand them like bad grammar If they re upset then its mission accomplished Im way too busy i ain't with all the nonsense I drop hits all year in the process Now the mirror is as clear as my coincense But its almost like a blessing and a curse Cuz they want me on their team But won't mention what im worth If they're still sleeping on me Then they better get alert If they say the wrong thing It could get anybody hurt, huh I dont know what they expected, expected But sometimes being quite sends a message, a message Lately I've been feelin' different, different So you should probably mind your fucking business, business