play this when i'm gone

It's always most ripe before its rotten Or have you forgotten how quickly things can switch up Don't slip up, don't let them see that hole in your sock An era of creative minds that feeds their pride off of rot I don't got pills, I won't use them I pray to God I won't lose it My music's never been finer, I'm sipping fine wine in a leather recliner I'd rather be wrong than to not be hopeful It's like I fell asleep, and then had a dream, and then never woke up It won't always Be this easy So when I'm gone Please believe me Now I'm gon' start in September, my girl leaves early as August I'll miss her more than I promised Cause I'll be missing her constant And I'm in love with my demons cause they keep giving me content I don't know what's genuine or what is filling my pockets Metaphorically filling to be exact Because I haven't even found a niche that's giving me that Working in the summer for a minimum wage Now I can barely see my friends and I'm so scared of my age I am dirt of the earth, my daddy made out of clay My mama told me if I wanted, I'd go diamond someday I got my plans into play, and I don't play with no rubbers I know that I can't make it good by keeping dirt under cover I kept a secret, my lovers, they don't know shit bout each other That's why I never double dip in towns one next to another I got so lucky with what I've been gifted with But I might leave it behind cause my mind is killing it It won't always Be this easy So when I'm gone Please believe me It won't always Be this easy So when I'm gone Please believe me Always Easy I'm gone Leave Me