play this when i'm gone

It's always most ripe before its rotten
Or have you forgotten how quickly things can switch up
Don't slip up, don't let them see that hole in your sock
An era of creative minds that feeds their pride off of rot
I don't got pills, I won't use them
I pray to God I won't lose it
My music's never been finer, I'm sipping fine wine in a leather recliner
I'd rather be wrong than to not be hopeful
It's like I fell asleep, and then had a dream, and then never woke up

It won't always
Be this easy
So when I'm gone
Please believe me

Now I'm gon' start in September, my girl leaves early as August
I'll miss her more than I promised
Cause I'll be missing her constant
And I'm in love with my demons cause they keep giving me content
I don't know what's genuine or what is filling my pockets
Metaphorically filling to be exact
Because I haven't even found a niche that's giving me that
Working in the summer for a minimum wage
Now I can barely see my friends and I'm so scared of my age
I am dirt of the earth, my daddy made out of clay
My mama told me if I wanted, I'd go diamond someday
I got my plans into play, and I don't play with no rubbers
I know that I can't make it good by keeping dirt under cover
I kept a secret, my lovers, they don't know shit bout each other
That's why I never double dip in towns one next to another
I got so lucky with what I've been gifted with
But I might leave it behind cause my mind is killing it

It won't always
Be this easy
So when I'm gone
Please believe me

It won't always
Be this easy
So when I'm gone
Please believe me

Always
Easy
I'm gone
Leave Me